The first time I want a cold mother

薇姿兰霜

Since the mother’s day is coming, I’d like to write something about mother to share with you!

The First Time I Want a Cold Mother

Mother’s love is something almost everyone wants to have, but not everyone really can get it. I am among ones who are very lucky to get it. Everyone will think I am really very happy because of my mother who is very beautiful, industrious, kind, most of all, loves me very much. Every time I saw a mother showing cold attitude to her child, I would say to myself that I’d rather have no mother than to have such a mother! However things changed, and once I even want a cold mother!

I still remember the vital year of my life which would decide my future. In that year, as a junior student in middle high school, I prepared for the coming entrance examination. I must lie if I said that I was not nervous at that time. Contrarily, I was among the ones who were not skillful to face the exam, so I was really under great pressure. My mother knew that very well. She wouldn’t say a word even I shouted at her loudly without any reason. Whenever I felt not very well, I would give my vent to her, but she didn’t argue with me even once. However, after the examination, my mother’s attitude changed greatly. She didn’t connive me any longer. On the contrary, she treated me coldly as if I were her enemy. I didn’t know why. That summer vacation was really very unhappy. One morning, I heard my mother said to my little sister in my bedroom,” don’t help her tidy her room. It’s her business. She can do it. We cannot always do everything for her! ” I nearly couldn’t believe my ears. She wanted my little sister to drift apart from me as well? What on earth did she want? Why she hate me so much? I couldn’t find the answer. The whole holiday I had to do all the housework. I had thought I was the apple in my parents’ eyes, but how can my mother ask me to do all the things in the house? I was not her maid! You never know how much I put up with during the holiday. Everybody around me knew I had never done housework even once before. But I had no choice because she was my mother after all. However I couldn’t control is that I didn’t talking to her from then on. Escaping was my first reaction at the sight of her. Our relation was like a deadlock!

Even she came with me to my university and helped me settle in, I wouldn’t say “thank you” to her. I always said to myself:”I’d rather that I have no mother at all!” but things changed quickly. After my mother’s leaving from school, I was at a loss. I didn’t know how to survive by myself in this university. I miss my family so much. Many times I even wanted a cold mother! Having a mother is far better than not having! Until the time of military training was coming had I realize what my mother wanted to do! Thanks to my mother, I can live by myself without too much difficulty! I knew my mother still loved me! Even a cold mother was my mother forever!

At this special day, I want to say to my mother, “I love you!”
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