AM I WRONG?

Faint

When the result turns out to be unimaginably bad against your good will, what will you do?

     I can’t breathe with enormous pressure lying on my heart mercilessly. Am I too impulsive? Shouldn’t I be involved in their affairs? But how can I just stand by and be an emotionless observer? Do I have a chance to overlook them? They are my bosom friends. Only God knows that how I cherish them, how I desire our friendship last for a lifetime, how I want them to be kind to each other.

    In my mind, there is no problem which can not be solved. They are so deeply misunderstood each other that they can not communicate with each other at all. I don’t know why the two used to be so intimate, but all of sudden become so estranged. Therefore I kept asking, to be specific, bothering them with the hope of helping them make peace with each other only to be distasted by both of them. Friendship fades away with hatred carries on. Am I wrong to interfere in?

     Not until now have I realized that I myself was completely mistaken. They were entitled to be angry with each other, whether it was reasonable or not. I perplexed myself by digging into the motivation of doing whatever I thought unreasonable. I constantly urged everyone, including myself to give me the reason why should the thing be done in this or that way. I forgot one point of immense importance – everyone has his/her own way of living. However sincere I hoped to help, they had excuse to refuse. I myself had my heart broke. Before it was too late to make up, I ceased doing what was correct. Although the ultimate result of the two is still in the air.

     Something unreasonable does exist in this vast world. In a word, I am the very person to be blamed. Because of my lack of rational judgment and my overreaction, the situation deteriorated into the worst out of my expectation. I’ve made a mess of things. What is done can’t be undone. If only I could be brainwashed! If that kind of situation happens again? Will I behave as I used to? Will I let my kindness to be denied again? Probably yes. But I wish next time I can be understood, and I wish everything goes well.