He Promised Her: Love you from Tomorrow On (2)

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Under his utmost care, she recovered successfully. “Do you really love me?” She asked, smiling. “En, heart and soul” he answered. “Are you willing to do something to show me your love?” she asked eagerly. “I swear: For your body I would give my soul; for your love I would give my hope of heaven!” Hearing his words she cried again, she was moved by him deeply “Then, get rid of the drug, only for me, for your love, will you?” He said nothing only nodding his head, in a flood of tears, he felt ashamed for himself.

She did a lot of things to help him kick off the drug, but unfortunately he could not take no notice of the temptation of the drug, every time after they parted he would go on with his old business ---taking drug.
  
  There is no concealing the truth. He was caught red-handed (he was caught taking drug.) She only said that “You are a devil, a liar, as cruel as the beast.” coldly but not angrily for she had no extra energy, then disappeared in his sight. To him it was the Judgement Day, because he knew her clearly, she could not bear any lie. He cried in the darkness bitterly full of regretting. He hated himself, hated the world. At that very night , he made a big decision , he would go to a station to kick off taking drug even thought it was a terrible place ,but for her , for her love , he would go there . Of course before his leaving he would say goodbye to her, to his dearest love. It was mid-night, he knocked at the door, but nobody open it for him. It was in his prediction, he had hurt her so cruelly, but he dared not to ask her for forgiveness. Now his heart was made of lead, but even his leaden heart could feel she was sweeping. So he just leaned against her door, telling her his plan, his love in earnest “You are more beautiful than the morning stars and the white moon. Love is a wonderful thing, gold and jewels can never it. You are my whole world. You are so charming, so sunshine, and your laughter is much sweeter than the laughter of water. I am sorry that after you met me I made you sunless. I beg you for the last time , please forgive me , tomorrow I will go to a station to kick the drug , to be true a man , show you my true love , I swear , please trust me ! I hope during the period when I can not stay with you, you can live happily. I will love you from tomorrow on …”Then he went away with tears and reluctance.
   
The next morning, when he was about to leave, suddenly there was a quick and loudly knock on his door, only to be told that she had taken her own life last night . He was too grief and sad to say anything, just like a mad animal running madly towards her room. He dared not to believe his own eyes. She lay in the bed quietly, peacefully, with a big smile on her face, just like a little child who was dreaming a sweet dream. He cried at her bedside, holding her cold hand, kissing her cold lip. Suddenly, he noticed that there was a letter under her pillow, he unfolded the letter trembling “To my dearest love, my Mr. Right: Do not cry for me, when you are reading this letter, I am on my way to the heaven. Last night I heard your words clearly, I am so happy, because you will lead a new life. You can not imagine how eagerly I want to wait until tomorrow for your new love. But I can not. Because I fear that tomorrow will be another cheat, another disillusion, with my deep miss to you, I choose to leave. I am the same with you, for your body I would give my soul, for your love I would give my hope of heaven. I hope my death can help you get rid of the drug. Thank you for giving me so many merry memories. I will never forget it even when I am in the heaven .When I know you are a drug addict , I hate the whole world , hate everything in the world , hate the God , because days belong to everybody ,why do he only give me nights ? Too much sorrow just like too much joy, can not last long: Our hearts can not bear it. The sun went of my life, I felt no wish to live, I am really afraid of tomorrow’s coming, afraid of being cheated …”

He cried bitterly while he was reading the letter “ How silly you are , why not wait until tomorrow , why not give me another chance .You say you are afraid of cheating , won’t you afraid of the loneness in the heaven ? You are so cruel. You have gotten a hard heart, as hard as the stone. How can you just leave me alone in this world … Here we suffered grief and pain, here we met just to wait for a part, in the heaven we will part no more. We should never have been parted in life, and should never have been divided in death .Wait for me, my love …”